I want to quit

I want to quit. I’ve been in this company for 2 years already and witnessed a lot of work politics (even experienced it beforehand) but can’t easily quit because i needed the job to survive. And now, i feel lost. My spark on doing the thing i loved the most before was gone. Within the 2 years, i tried applying but life happens and now i feel more stuck. I dont know what to do. 🙁 i worked with amazing people before and right now, I experienced working with the worst manager ever.